02.06.2026 | 7:40am
I honestly just can't stop crying over everything ever there are so many things happening in the world so many aspects to humanity this world hurts so much but that pain is why we also have kindness and love. I can't even play games without thinking about how there's people out there who deserves to play games as much as I do and would experience human culture human creativity human passion human emotions human thoughts the love the fun the thrill of exploring the intellectual through any kind of media the solace and warmth one can find in art with as much as joy and appreciation and wonder as I do and I wish they could feel this warmth and love too I wish for everyone's happiness I wish the world the humans that came before me built didn't become this cruel.\
25.06.2026 | 9:27pm
I think it's so dehumanising to say that I apparently don't show emotion or rarely show it, I'm not a robot. I might not express my emotions in the same way that she does but that doesn't me I haven't been expressing them all the time that she knew me or that I don't feel any, what the fuck??? Does she not realise how cruel that is to say about someone? Especially when I tried so hard all that time to communicate my own feelings and values.
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22.04.2026
I hate when people assume I do things for reasons I never expressed or the same reasons they might when my intentions and reason for doing things are actually completely different. A lot of this has to do with difference in ego / prioritising one's own ego. I don't know what's so hard to understand about me, I really do try to express and explain myself as clearly as possible. I've never expressed anything as being for my own ego or self-image (genuinely the least of my priorities and I wouldn't be okay with going as far if it were truly so shallow), I don't appreciate such accusations at all as I don't operate on that, lol. A person has values they actually stick to and is able to act without any gains or self-interest and DOESN'T get bitter about it?? Shocking!! Solidarity always requires a level of self-sacrifice. It's always liberals and people who are all talk and no action and people with their head so far up their ass that all they care about is "looking like a good person" or just believing that they are one all for the sake of their own comfort and nothing else. No one is inherently good or inherently bad, fully good or fully bad, just focus on your individual actions, I beg. You can't avoid facing yourself by saying "I'm actually a good person deep down" while you're saying and doing all these hurtful things? Projecting on me all the time and creating weird ideas about me because of your own issues does nothing for anyone and is just unkind.
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